It’s astounding to me how earlier this week I decided that I
was going to work on my mediumship clients, as many of you know Majority of my
work is in Tarot Readings, but for some reason at the beginning of this week I
decided, this week, I would strictly work on Mediumship- so I sent out messages
to my clients who have been waiting on a mediumship message, that I would work
on those this week. Yesterday I woke up and saw on Facebook a news link, “Murder at South Sacramento restaurant under investigation”
I usually don’t watch or read the news because it’s so depressing, but….For
some reason I did. I discovered this was
a local Coffee shop in Sacramento, one my brother use to frequent. I had to
continue reading, I thought “How depressing, another killing.” I pick up the
phone, its 10 am or so I text my Brother. I have one older brother who has two
young boys who are like children of my own. I texted him “You hear about the
shooting at Monaco? (the Coffee shop was called Café Monaco)” and he responds
“Yea, I hope it wasn’t my friend, I called but he’s not answering.” Several
Hours later he responds and tells me it was in deed his friend. He gave me a
name, I had no idea who it was – my brothers a popular guy, he has lots of
friends, many of which I’ve seen in passing but I don’t really know. As soon as
he gave me his friend’s name, A picture popped in my head. I didn’t bother to
ask, I’m sure my brother is distraught considering this was a really good
friend of his. As a matter of fact, I remember seeing this guy at my nephew’s
birthday last year! He has a young son, which just made my heart break even
more.
Anyhow,
I later come to discover, the photo that popped in my head, was indeed the
friend who had passed, coincidence? I don’t think so, a little creepy? – You
know maybe if this was me years ago I would have been creeped out, but now it’s
just normal to me, spirit sending me messages. But anyways this blog isn’t
about that. Its about the Young who die early. I later met another girl who was
also on facebook, who had shared a story that her boyfriend recently attempted suicide
and that they were “pulling the plug” on him this morning at 5 am. Coincidence?
I THINK NOT! Officer arrived at the Café to find my brothers friend dead around
5am. Both men were under the age of thirty.
So what do I think of these two young men who seem to pass
on early morning on two different days, under two different circumstances?
First off, me being the believer in synchronicity I have to say that there is
something going on in the universe, and I’m really curious to see who else have
lost loved ones who are young. Just two years ago, Our family lost a beautiful
Soul, Andy Saephan. He was young and full of life. Shortly after that, I got
news that another young girl had also Passed, Ally. No relation. By young I mean under 30. To me that’s a lot
of young souls in the recent years. I’m
not sure when Ally passed, but Andy also passed in the early morning hours.
From a spiritual aspect, between the hours of 3-5am, it is known at the
“bewitching hour” what that means is that it’s when the gateway to the
spiritual world is open. It is during this time that most of us are in deep
sleep and some of you may find that if you ever get visits from loved ones who
passed, it is during this time, why? It’s the easiest time for them to cross
over and connect with us because the “portal” is open and allows them to access
us. It’s only a gateway for our LOVED ONES – it’s not a gateway where just
anyone or anything can enter so don’t be afraid, it’s only loved ones who have
access to this portal. I am often awaken around 3 and 4 am by the angels who
bring me messages.
The message that I receive today, and one that I wanted to
share with you all, especially to those who have lost loved ones who are young,
that the message is they are being called “home” because their energy and
spirit is needed on the other side. They have done what they came here to do
and now it is time for them to finish their business on the other side, because
the task is best completed over there – over there I mean by the spiritual
world. Some people ask me about heaven, Heaven is a wonderful place that our
loved ones go too – many people call it heaven, I call it the spirit world. In
heaven, our loved ones are in a place of “school” they are constantly “working”
they are not just on the other side relaxing and eating bon bons. They are
actually in classrooms where their soul is learning life lessons and they are
preparing for their next life time and the task they need to complete. They go
through a life review. Some of them will cross over and be at peace, others
will choose to remain as earth bound spirits upon death, those who are ready
will cross over into heaven and start their task of learning, those who choose
to stay on earth stay for a variety of reasons.
It’s a
different energy and era this time period we are experiencing. In 2003 there was a shift in energy, every
15,000 years or so the earth shifts through different phases. This era that we are currently in, I have
notice many people who have passed on young. Look at the media, how many young
famous people have we lost in the recent years:
Heath Ledger was 28 years old when he passed in 2008, Paul walker was 40
when he passed in 2013, Britney Murphy
was 32 when she passed in 2009. Many young souls, taken too soon, or at least
in our opinion. Children are expected to bury their parents, not the other way
around, so why it is that so many young souls are crossing over for what many
people think, before their time. We’ll I hate to say it , but it is their time.
We will not understand the mysterious workings of god but they cross over when
their soul is needed. They’ve done what they can on the physical world, and
many people had challenges that they could not overcome. Are those challenges
to say they “failed in life?” NO. I have to just tell you what I’ve been told,
they did not fail because they died young. They went to cross over because they
could better help those who need it in the physical world. And that is why I am
told, some souls choose to stay in the physical world. ( I will discuss earth
bound spirits and why they stay on earth after death in another blog.)
Murder, freak accidents and mysterious death - these are all ways of
“Exit” that each soul chooses upon their life review. Many of you who wonder
what happened, just know that the spirit of your loved ones, knew they would
die the way they did, they choose that path because it was part of their karma.
I recently met an older women who told me her ex-husband killed himself and
their oldest son found him. The first thing the angels told me was that the Son
and his father had a big past life karma, and that is why his son found his
father. The message was brought to me to help alleviate the guilt or any strife
the mother had about her son witnessing such a tragedy.
Suicide
and Drug addiction: From my understanding, these two events happen as a root cause
to depression. Depression comes from a separation in spirit. We often get sad
because we have no connection to our own spirit. We have a hard time finding happiness
because we don’t know what makes us happy. Some people have a physical chemical
in-balance in their bodies, others just lack a connection to spirit and others are affected by life circumstances. Addictions
stem from the same thing, except that instead of a separation, they can
sometimes hid behind their addiction. Many people I know who have addictions are
also highly emphatic, they feel too much so they drown out all this stimulation
with drugs or alcohol. The drugs and alcohol “numb” them. Does this happen all the time? No, some people
I have seen with addictions literally have a heavy cloud of darkness that
lingers in their auras, these are other dark forces that taint the person dealt
with addictions. Addiction is a spiritual disease- it comes from either lack of
connection to one’s spirit or they are being over come with another spirits addiction.
This is why they call it a spiritual disease. I’ve attended alcoholic anonymous
meetings and those meetings have confirm to me what the spirit world has been
telling me. This is why the motto for an addict is “one day at a time” once you
get sober, your always at risk of falling off the wagon unless you seek
spiritual “rehab” . Those who I have seen to be successful and have been sober
or clean for years are the ones who formed a spiritual base. One of my very good
friends that I have met recently is a recovering alcoholic and she started her
spiritual journey and she is amazing! Suicide: why do people go through
suicide? People who commit suicide have a big lesson in learning personal strength.
If you know some one who struggles with depression, my advice to you is to support
them and show them a sign of affection. Give them a hug. Now I’m not a
professional and have very little experience in this arena, I’m only passing on what information
I am receiving from the spirit world and this message here is that those who
are suicidal struggle with their own personal power and identity. They do not
feel they are “alive” - by offering these people a hug- we share our life
essence. Those who are suffering from
depression need some sort of “spiritual connection” if you find that you are suffering from depression, try meditation.
Murders
and Freak Accidents, Sudden Death: How often do these things happen? What was
once rare has now become something quite common. I just want to mention here that there is a
HUGE LIFE KARMA at play here between the person who has passed on and the
person who caused the death. Whatever reason it may be, will differ between
souls. But what’s been told to me is that there is a life contract between
these two souls and the events that unravel are meant to balance the scales.
Along with such an event also comes the families that are affected by it. A contract
was made between souls and these events are meant to allow the soul to grow. We
are meant to learn to love and forgive. If you find that a death of a loved one
leaves you in anger, that is normal stage of grief but just understand that ultimately
your life lesson, is to learn to forgive.
When my dog Remy was hit and killed by a car, I was extremely angry. I
saw nothing but red because my heart was so filled with anger and fury. I was angry at myself, my husband and who ever
drove the vehicle. That anger really ate
at my soul and very being until I went to a medium and she gave me relief. I
learned that my lesson here was to not allow such anger and grief eat me up
inside. I needed to learn to forgive and overcome such a loss, it was not easy,
but I did it. And I bring this message to you all, anger and hatred destroys
you inside, it eats away at your very being. Your loved one who pass do not
want you to be filled with anger and hatred. They want you to love and learn to forgive.
They have passed on so you could learn this very important lesson.
Illness
that leads to death: I lost my 11 year
old sister to cancer when I was a teen. I watched many children during this
period come in and out of the hospital who also suffered from other illness’s. I
lost my maternal grandfather and grandmother to cancer. I really don’t know
much about this because I believe my grief is still very strong in these areas.
The messages come through, I just can’t view them because I’m still healing
from these events myself. I believe cancer is FAMILY DISEASE. It doesn't just
eat away at the person affected with it, but it eats away at the families also,
I would know, I watched it take my loved ones. I think those who are affected
by cancer, experience it because they are “the strong ones” in the family. They
took on this disease so that their loved ones didn't have to. Cancer lessons is
compassion. Or so my sister tells me. I
guess had I not witnessed my sister go through cancer I would probably lack in
empathy. I believe that part of my families life was meant to teach myself and my
siblings a lesson in compassion. My sister was a twin and only 11 years old
when she passed away. I believe of the two, she took it on because she was the
stronger of two. Something that was later confirmed to my living sister by a medium.
Miscarriages
and Abortions: A subject that only a mother can truly understand. Those of us
who decided to become mothers have been given a great task and huge life
lesson. Being a mother is one of the most challenging jobs we will ever do and
one of the things that can really hurt a women is thinking that she was not
good enough and lost her child or the guilt of aborting their unborn child.
I speak to you all from experience as I have
experienced miscarriages myself. And have known quite a few people who had
abortions. Infant death is not something I have come across and hope to never experience.
I want to share with you all, that our children pick us as parents! When they
go through their life review and decide to re-incarnate, the children choose
who they wish to be their parents. They also decide first hand if they will
miscarry or abort. You may think you choose the abortion but that was already
pre-written in your child’s destiny, per their own request I may add. Why?
There are several reasons for this, one of the most common, is they were not
ready to re-incarnate. The spirit of the fetus gets afraid to go into the real
world, because its not easy living in this world, that they decide to go back
into the spiritual world. The timing just wasn't right. Many children who
decide to miscarry and abort will return at a later time, before my oldest was
born I was faced with a miscarriage. When my oldest son was born I cherished
him even more because I knew what it was like to lose a child. I also experienced
a second miscarriage – one that was really bad, I actually passed out and had
to be taken to the ER. After that miscarriage I was blessed with my second son. Why did my children decide to return to the spirit world still boggles me,
but I can speak from honest truth that those miscarriages have taught me a huge
lesson in gratitude. I am very grateful for my children because I know firsthand
how easy it can all be taken away.
The
message I am trying to convey to all of you who read this and have lost a loved
one, is that they are in a better place, they did what they needed to do and
that god was calling them “home” so that they can begin their next task. Their
energy is needed on the other side. I lost
my precious little dog Remy last March,I went to a medium and the message
she brought through brought me immense relief and closure. Another child needed
Remy so she decided to cross over, she was being called to attend a larger
task. She was hit by car, an instant death, I believe she choose this because
she wanted to make sure I could not revive her. A few years before this event
she was bitten by a pit-bull and I thought she was going to die, we did
everything we could to save her. She was supposed to cross over at this event
but decided to stay with me for a few more years. Ironically her passing is
what awakened me to this medium-ship journey I am experiencing now. Any how, I still get visits from her from time
to time, and she often comes and lingers around me when I’m conducting my
readings and protects me, she also brings a group of other doggie friends with
her that I have known throughout the years, Charm, our Family dog also visits
me with her. Charmed passed away a few
months ago and it was during his passing that he showed me the Rainbow Bridge.
It’s interesting because pets really do have a “rainbow bridge” and when they
pass away there is this Giant Bell that calls them “ home.” I have been shown
for pets that there is a huge green grass area where they hang out all day. I
remember I drew an image of this with my sons box of crayons.
For all of you
who have lost loved ones who are young, just know they did not go before their
time, they left when they were needed. Their spirit was needed for a higher task.
They have not left you, they will always be with you in spirit. They want you
to forgive and release any anger or guilt, those are emotions that are meant to
hold you back in life, in order for our souls to evolve and grow we must experience
the good and the bad. Part of the reason they came into your life is to teach
you how to love, both in life and in spirit. Do not hold on to them for fear
they will be lost forever, in spirit they will always remain and guide you from
the other side.
Messages from your loved ones on the other side:
-Pennies
-Feathers
: White feathers are signs from angels, other colored feathers are from spirit
-Music
: a song will come on that reminds you of them
-You
come across things like this blog that you felt you had to “read”
-Something
reminds you of them. When - ever I receive blessings in the form of abundance,
always thank my sister in spirit for helping me. People coming together and reminiscing
of the loved one. I often will be driving and see a little dog that reminds me
of Remy.
-Dreams
-Numbers:
if you ever notice number sequence that reminds you of their birthday or
significant event
-
Seeing photos / messages : with technology these days we can access any photo
any time, but if you sign on to your facebook for example and someone just
posted a photo of your loved one, just know that is your sign. They probably made
you sign on at that moment so you would see it. Just last week someone texted me a photo of Andy and then I go
on Facebook later that day to see that his cousin had shared a paper he had written
about one his Party days with Andy. I knew that was a sign from Andy and he was
telling me to pay attention.
-Smells
: A certain cologne or perfume, or maybe the smell of a certain food.
-Electricity:
my god how popular is this one! I cannot tell you enough how often Andy will
play with my electricity. The will
change channels, flicker lights, mess with your phone and connections.
If you are dealing with
extreme grief, this blocks the energy for your loved ones to bring you message.
Remember that they are always with us, they are never gone. If you have not received
a message from you loved one, it does not mean they are gone, they just can’t
get to us because of our grief. If you are reading this, your loved one brought
you to it. This is their message to you. Blessings to You all.
